Gaspare,
For what it is worth from a relatively new member, I would love to see your book come to fruition. We have been waiting so long. It would be such a shame to have done all your hard work, especially given your amazing knowledge of the subject, to give up now. I think that it would also be a fantastic tribute to our friend, Goetz.
I am sorry that you had a tough year, and admire your openness and honesty. I hope next year will be a great one for you.
All the best,
Stephen